I know I haven't updated in a long time.... I highly doubt anyone reads this or even cares anyways. I'm just using this to get my feelings out.

 

I miss having a boyfriend so much, I'm even looking out for girlfriends. But even there, the only people I would date already have someone else. And the only guy (in this area) that I'm interested in just wants to get in my pants. I guess I could date him.... I mean that seems to be all I'm worth. The rest of the time I'm just an annoyance. Oh well....

Well yesterday turned out to be more eventful than I planned. First, I went out and bought some spiffy oriental-ish material for my spiffy pirate jacket. Then my mom got this really cool leopard-print skirt that she's sharing with me (I'm also wearing it to my cousin's wedding today YAY JESSICA~). Oh yeah, I also got a job at this banquet hall called Barrister Gardens, which is really cool because I get to work with one of my best friends. I just have to go get the bowtie for my uniform and I'm all set. Well that's all the interesting stuff for now.

 

Sayonara~

I got a solo in the musical ^_^ Think Of Me from Phantom Of The Opera~

 

that's all

Well this week started off shitty, but then turned out really good. I started with no school on monday, which was spent all day at home doing chores, which actually wasn't too bad. Then on Tuesday I didn't even stay in school because I didn't make the musical (I know it's petty and stupid, but if you knew some of the people that were on the list you would feel the same way). Then after composing myself and getting back to a half day on Wednesday, it turns out someone dropped out of the musical and now I'm in! SO ALL THAT WHINING WAS FOR SOMETHING~ BOOH YEAH! And while that's all fun and stuffs my schedule is totally crammed now, but I guarantee it'll be worth it ^_~ We're doing a Revue with songs from Wicked, Hairspray, A Chorus Line, Jekyll And Hyde, RENT (btw did I mention how much of a RENT freak I am now? ^^;~I LOVE YOU ANGEL! T_T), Chicago, and a few others. And then, this weekend, I'm doing a presentation on Japanese pop culture and I get to dress up all gothic-lolita-ish ^_^ Well that's all for now. 

 

~Sayonara    

Before I get to my ranting, I just finished Memoirs Of A Geisha and suggest that whoever hasn't read it yet DO SO. And now I really have to see the movie...

I swear to god this has been the longest week of my fucking life. I don't know if I've been so screwed up because I'm on my period or what, but things haven't been going well. Yes it was great that women's ensemble was cancelled monday, and that we got 1's at district choral festival on tuesday, although it was not great that I had to wake up at 5:30 in the fucking morning to go there >_> And today... god today has just sucked. I don't care how vain I may seem, but just all the little things have been getting to me. For instance, the stupidity and immaturity of my choir and german classes seem to be getting more and more unbearable. I feel so far behind in my Composition class because my rough draft for a paper is due tomorrow and I have no fucking clue what the hell I'm writing about. It doesn't help that I, almost straight A student, got a C in my math class... which almost broke me today. It's rather pathetic, the things that bother me... but some of them are a little deeper than that. For instance, the fact that none of my friends seem to notice... but then again, I guess it's easier to hide the fact that you've been on the brink of tears all day than I thought.

Konbanwa minna-san! I must say, not a lot of important/interesting stuff has happened since last time I updated. Let's see... well I just got back from my 3rd week of Japanese, which was fun because I've already made friends ^_^ plus my sensei is pretty cool. We've learned some basic introductions, numbers, how to tell time, and some little culture facts as well. OH YEAH! My Drama teacher finally came back after being in the hospital for a couple months! YAY STEW!!!! Umm... yeah some more shit went down this weekend, but nothing really major, and amazingly I didn't get yelled at much ^^;;; Oh yes, and I have decided not to go on the trip to Japan with the People To People Student Ambassadors that I was invited and accepted for... mostly because IT'S TOO FUCKING EXPENSIVE!! Like ridiculously overpriced >.< So yeah, no Japan this year.... maybe next year? Or the year after perhaps? *hoping* Oh yeah, and MONSTER JAM THIS WEEKEND W0000T!! I love watching monster trucks crush little cars ^__^ it's amazing! Well that's all for now. Sayonara~

Well I haven't really updated in a while cuz I've actually been doing stuff O_O and found other places to blog at. Nothing much has happened recently, except for this past weekend when I went to my delegation meeting for my Japan trip. It was fun cuz I got to know people and meet some interesting characters, and we watched a pretty cool video about Tokyo *drooled at the pretty asian goths*. Well I guess that's it for now, if your interested in my recent depression check out my new LJ (which I will update in a little bit)

 

 

 

P.S. - I posted this pic just because it makes me happy ^_^